love is a great feeling, to think about the past relationship and love is not a great feeling... i know cause that is what i am thinking right now.... just msn with her and its certainly not a great feeling... talking about the past really makes me think of her more and more... like i said to her i have forgiven her a long time ago.... i dun keep grudges with people even if they really hurt me outside or inside.. let just say forgive and forget....
she told me that this guy cant be what i can when i am with her... i dun understand at all.. this guy to me is great... just give him a chance and u willl know.. trust me on this...
its not too late to say sorry, i dun mind if u never apologize at all cause to me it has never been you fault at all.. seriously.. i dun mind..to me you totally gave me a lesson in relationships..all that i am sad about our last relationship is that i never get the appreciation from you for what i have done.. that is all.. nothing more than that...
what past has past.. let it live in our memories and history... i hope that my relationship with baby could last a long time even though we go through our ups and downs.... to me, forward is the way of looking and not the back.... and to my baby.....mwacks!!!!
and to her.. try to work it out with him..please.. dun wan him to feel what i feel in the past... even if i have to beg for him for you i will cause u are a special girl which everyone should have...please...
i left my footsteps @10:19 PM
hey guys.... this is all the new songs that i have listen.. take time to listen to them case most of them are just simply to put it GREAT!!!!!!
oviously there is somemore songs which i am damn lazy to search... will do it next time.. till here...dada oh and njoy the musici left my footsteps @6:32 PM
Elliot yamin - wait for you
[Verse 1]
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
hey yo.... been listening to my ipod lately and suddenly this songs popped up thus for the song change in the blog.... i know its an old song but it got so much meaning to it that i have to blog it out.. the lyrics and words are meaningful for those who are willing to wait for their loved ones eventhough they know that it will take a long time.... this had happened to me before... we broke up and both of us suggested that we should just carry on with our own life and if fate bounds to happened we will be together... and i told her on that day that i will wait for her... but in the end both of us got another partners and we wish the best for each other.. all i wanted to say to you was that i am sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings in the past and i certainly know that we could be friends with each other although it may be quite awkward... really sorry.. enjoy the songs guys
i left my footsteps @9:32 PM
hey now i am at woodlands library... just playing my lappy and talking to baby through msn..... but the thing is that she is right here beside me... the problem is that i had done something wrong and she does not want to talk to me... baby, all i want to say is that i am sorry okay??? really sorry mwacks!!i left my footsteps @3:37 PM
school is like freaking awesome!!!! wahahah..... if you know me, that is not a sentence that i would usually use for schools..hahah.. school was great cause of the cliques and mates that i have there.. laugther and all just makes my day lah...
as usual start the school by walking there.. haha.. walking alone in the morning is quite fun you know.... dunno why but its exciting... although it take me around 20 minutes, it is fun lah walking to school.... haha... go back school cannot walk aalone cause damn tired and need company of my friend, so i drag along puven vishnu and zul so they will walk with me... haaha.. thanks guys....
and oh yeah, my backache or backpain is reoccuring again... bloody fuck... dunno why lah, but maybe because playing dodge ball then slipped then landed on my back... very pain sia... luckily can get up, if cannot, who in my class can pick or carry me sia... maybe they can drag me?? haha...okay lame...hhahha
sorry baby, i know i promised you that i wont hurt my back but this was accidental...really sorry okay?? and thanks for always messaging me during class time so that wont fall asleep.. and i promise to get higher than my previous gpa aite which was 2.65...hee mwacks
i left my footsteps @3:02 PM
hellloooo.... i know its has been a long time since i updated but now that i got mylappy back.. i try to update more yar.....
anyway.. school this term is goint to be really tough for me especially.... not that i can't cope with it.. the difficult part is that this term school hours are beginning to start early @ 8 and finish @ around 530....its like my class going o be the first to start and last to end.. foooyooo... damn tiring, moreover this term its going to be more projects, presentation and more practical examination.. die die must work hard...must try and improve my gpa like the second term...haiz.. tired nak mampus!!!
anyway..... me and my secondary school mates went to to the class gathering at maria's place which is at signature park.... damn the place is cool.. but what is way cooler is that i got to meet my old chinese budddies and other firends which in fact i can't remember some of the name.. hahah..went there.. eat the food and play pool for free.. damn the place is great...took some pictures then around 10 went off from the place....
after thatmet berg and batam then we took off to bugis for some shisha again.... which is great... talk about the old times and alll but this time the shisha outing was kinda short maybe cause we were all tired.... took off from that place and walk from bugis to one fullerton where we lepak and sing jiwang song till like 330.. and by then all 6 of us was like knock out and bare dow t our singlet and jeans to sleep there like guys with no home at all.hahah....then shakirin woke us up at 515 so that we can take the first bus which is @ 6.. we were really walking like zombie as we were all tired and all.. reach to the bus stop then sleep again at there til the bus cam.. haha.. took bus 77 with them but then i drop off at near somerset to change bus again... took 190 to cck interchange.. slept ALL THE WAY UNTIL INTERCHANGE UNTIL THE BUS PARKED AND NOBODY WOKE ME UP EXCEPT FOR THE BUS DRIVER.... gerek pe... hahha... hmmmm as for pictres... i don't think we took alot.. haiz nvm...
to my baby... i know that this weeek we are unaable to see each other as i am scholing and u are waiting adnd finding a job.... i really miss the times that we would spent walking aroind and do nothing but just talking to each other.. i really do miss you and most importantly i mis your presence in my life cause you wil alyaws ake my days... i really lov you and really wish that i can be there and send time with you... mwacksi left my footsteps @7:55 PM
hey guys... had a great fun last week when i went oout with the guys and girls from secondary school.... really had a big laugther whith them.. alwyas great with them....anywyas, there is alot of picture to be uploaded... but i will get them uploaaded as soon as i had my lovable lappy back.... my brother had taken it with him for a few weeks so i have to wait before the photos can be uploaded.. hee.. anyway till here then... I MISSS YOU BABY!!!!!i left my footsteps @7:56 PM
